Man guy boy

The roomie posed a random question, asking what kind of guys I like.liked.

I've asked myself that before, just that I never have myself a valid answer.

So I thought about it. And I think I like good guys. Good in my own definition I guess... Too nice it's stress, too wild it's pain in the ass. I find a little guy really ideal, but I'm not pedo, just someone like that would be nice.

Some personalities I find 'nice' is actually not in the roomie's perception. But then again the definition of 'good' it's rather subjective. So.

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Bf yes no?

Yesterday at the wave pool there was a bunch of guys walking by. The girls asked me which one I liked, but being 2/5 blind (blur vision), to me everyone of them seemed the same. What is my cup of tea: sporty, nerdy, rebellious, outright frank, intelligent, fashionista, baldy, gym-nast!, mr nice, rockstar, joker, artsy, or geek?

Frankly, I like cute guys. Cute as in cute in physique, appearance, and personality. But I think I like macho guys too. I like guys with nice smile, smiling eyes.. I dunno, really. Sometimes guys who don't look good may be nice and sweet and caring and that seemed good enough. But sometimes good looking guys with nasty behaviors can be nice deep inside, it's just they're struggling to figure life out too...

One thing's for sure, I can't stand sissy guys and guys with below average intelligence. Because I don't understand idiot logic. Period. It always feels like I'm wasting the time of my life trying to explain something that is common sense when I'm talking to people who just don't get it. I mean, I don't expect you to read my mind, but some sense and common sense is basic requirement.

Today the colleagues started asking if I wanna get a boyfriend. I didn't answer. I didn't know, if I want one or not. Life is still so undecided in so many aspects. I guess I'm trying to figure it all out. But what if figuring it out is a part of life and will continue until its end? Then I'll spend all my life trying to figure it out only to realize that it's the process of living and making mistakes along the way to figure it out... I know I'm deviating from the topic, but that's an important point.

I like guys, I think. =)

Boyfriends

Initially I was a little resentful that the girls brought their boyfriends. It was like, hello? This is a company team building trip, not a love building annual holiday... But they were nice boys, one even resemble an old friend, Jack, so much I felt like I've known him since forever. =)

I see how the boyfriends be cute and protective and nice. Moments I thought, it would be nice to have one too. But then to come to the think of it, of course they're nice and sweet and sporting in public with their girls' colleagues. Who would see and know their challenges when they disagree or fight or this and that, right?

Sigh, it's nice and sweet, but it needs time and effort, and there's no guarantee. Plus it's so hard to trust, humans aren't meant to be trusted I guess, unless you've known them for your entire life. But even then, people have their true colors that they show towards people they're closest with, and sometimes it can be horrible... Not just guys, but human beings in general...

Perhaps I'm wrong, thinking that everyone has their deep dark side just like me, even though they may not realize it...

my new boyfriend

hahahahaa i know it's getting too many

but i just finished watching the Taiwanese drama, Green Forest something something, which was not awesome but heck the actors were nice.

So my new boyfriend is 立威廉, he's so cute, but kinda old. Let's ignore the age, hahaa

so that's all for now, i've been watching the drama till late night for many days now. gotta go sleep. dream of the cute guy please. I've got enough bad dreams about things that happen with the kids... especially the one with the blu-tac. awck!

Drama Kraze

Hooked on the new Taiwanese drama "Love You 醉后决定爱上你" which is totally entertaining and cute. It's totally saddening that the drama is aired ONCE A WEEK only! Gosh, the 20 episode will take FOREVER to air since it's only at its 6th now. Blerh.

Love the actors and actress. Can't decide if I like the macho Chinese guy better or the charming Eurasian better. Hmm... I like people with the right attitude, sorry 2nd lead actress, why you always get evil roles, I just can't learn to like you. But I like the cute guys, I think I'm straight. =P

50s

Just now in the ferry, the ah-pek working in the ferry suggested that I go polish up my car's scratch. That initiated a conversation.

He asked what I work as and how is my pay, I proudly told him that I get lower pay compared to corporate but I'm happy. The other guy exclaimed at the thought that 2 year olds in diapers need changing and washing, and explained that he just got married and haven't got children. LOL I can imagine him and his first diaper change, happy but disgusted. Oh men.

The ah-pek then asked me if I got boyfriend, then asked if he's got chance. Frankly, though he was joking, I don't know if I should be glad or sad that the joke came from someone my father's age, most probably older than dad even. Whoa, if we do make it, it would be like, I'm just starting my career and my boyfriend is retiring. LOL

It was fun, having small harmless talks. The people were friendly and helpful, though some may think they're busybody and 'aunties'. Just so happen I was in a good mood I guess.

Friends

We were talking when the conversation focus shifted to me. I knew it was coming, Jo has been dropping mini complaints telling me this before.

So she said I need to go out. Unlike Jo who goes out almost two days, I never go out. Never. I'm lazy, I'm tired, I'm stingy on spending on expensive un-delicious food with friends, I heartache over the dropping petrol level in the gas tank. Plus I don't know what to say to people.

So mum said, I need to have friends, if friends don't call me out, start getting into their groups. I'm young and whatever, need friends... Need to get to know more people so I have a network so I'll get to know more guys. Even if I don't wanna get married I should have friends.

I agree, that I should get some friends. LOL, but I knew the focus was gonna drop on the guy and marriage part. Take a wild guess I can say that now the focus is to "get to know people", later it will change to "get more guy friends" to "go dating" and "get married" although the saying now is "no need to get married also never mind". Sigh...

OMG

Yesterday I was talking to a fellow colleague. He said he is going Penang during Merdeka weekend. I told him it's going to be jammed; like the time when it was Raya, it took me 6 hours even though I started journey at 4am in the morning.

He told me, "6 hours is normal what."
Alarmed, I almost shouted, "Normal? On usual days it takes only 3 to 3 and a half hours!"
Too, alarmed, he replied, "3 to 3 1/2 hours?! How fast do you drive?!"
"110km/h- 120kmh," I replied.
"Speeding! That's why it's so fast!"
"What speeding?! The speed limit is 110km/h ok!" I started becoming defensive.
"Oh, right. I usually drive 90km/h," he replied.

I usually don't get so worked up at a person I barely know, but don't you think having a 6 hour drive to Penang is too much?! Especially for a grown up MAN? Gosh please save me.

Hmm?

I finished watching "The Classic" a Korean melodrama. Not too bad, but pretty slow.

Jo In Sung was cute, though he appeared for short cuts only. I've always liked him, back from the days when he was in "Piano" with little Minho from the drama "Presents". Oh those were the days, early secondary school I think. I don't think many of the people my age or younger actually watched or know about that amazing drama. It was some time before Korean drama frenzy hit Malaysians. =) All thanks to my late grandma who was crazy over Korean dramas before anyone in Malaysia did, I've got some access to many dramas. But the box sets were all gone after she died, maybe the many grandchildren all took few as souvenirs, or something.

Back to Jo In Sung. I googled his photos and many reminded me of Jang Geun Suk. They really look alike, very. It seems they have their own (shared) Facebook fanpage sumore. Sweat. Jang Geun Suk is a good actor, loved him in "Beethoven Virus" (which I didn't finish because I accidentally read the damn ending when I was googling for something else). But his fashion style in "You're beautiful" was awful. I wondered why he kept that hairstyle after that. It's pretty not cool not handsome not good looking (I'm trying to avoid the word 'ugly' here).

So to illustrate better, and out of boredom (I'm waiting for tomorrow to come so I can go back!), This is a collage I made. See:1-4= Jo In Sung (4= JIS in military now, look so weird and old right?)
5-9= Jang Geun Suk
Of course logically JGS looks younger than JIS for he is 6 years younger. But JGS is now in this weird fashion sense looking pretty odd and old.
I think I should have arranged it from JGS first, then there'll be illusion of a person from young till old(er). Seriously I think #5 looks like Jo In Sung a lot. A lot. OK lah, of course there are better pictures which would make them look more alike, but I'm lazy to go through all their pictures lah k, I'm not a crazy fan girl yet.
Nuff said. Before all the fans come kill me. Or my blog. =S

Gah so yea. That's all. Jo In Sung. =)

Diz iz ma neu wallpaypar

I want it both. Nichkhun and Camera.

=)

Smile!

Language: Cantonese.

Enjoy~

I must mark this day down

This is the day. Which I started accepting bitter gourd as a food, it doesn't taste that bad after all. Hmm..

Anyways I'm planning to go on a date with Kim Bum. But the date falls on my finals. How?! *pout*

1 year later

Both pics are of the same guy, 1st pic is how he looked like in his movie in 2008. 2nd picture is how he looked like in his drama in 2009.

It's only 1 year! Amazing how make up and hairstyle can make so much difference.

in 5 years time

Most of them are married to their 'current BF's.

So sad right. No worries, I'm gonna be married to the inheritor of M&Ms. =)

이민호 씨는 왔다

2 days ago in Korean class they mentioned that Lee Min Ho is here in Malaysia for the Etude House launching (whatever that is).
Being a fan of him of course I 'sam yok yok' wanna go see. LOL
They say the guy in our class skipped class most probably to go see the handsome guy, haha, plus adding that he's actually a girl, who likes handsome movie stars.

Anyways, then I decided that I'm not an actual fan at all. Not to the extent to squish myself in all those yelling females and I don't know, see his blur image from afar then balik kampong again. Aish, madness I'll never do.

Yesterday and today's paper had his news, saying he grew fatter by 5kg after all the food he took in HongKong. Plus he's appearance time in Malaysia is longest, 25minutes compared to 16 and 5mins in HongKong and Singapore.
A simple search up his event in google suggests that people from Thailand, Singapore, Indonesia all came here to see him.

I don't know. I think I'll never understand as well.
He's cute and all but, he's just a stranger. What if he sees you in the eyes and say Thank you? What if you get his picture smiling? What if he appreciates you spending a whole lot of money stalking him all the way from another country?
Some says it's worth it.
Can someone please enlighten me?

Gosh I know this is too much but..

=)
Can't do with not sharing!
Especially with Minho so chute!
Go watch. Click, Click
I find 2nd one cuter! 12th second, I like.

BTW Minho is mine. =P

Currently Listening To

Shocking Pink Rose by Alex&Horan (Clazziquai).
Just L.O.V.E. Alex's voice.

I'm gonna marry a man with
JJH's smile

KHJ's humor & sensitivity

Alex's voice

Ant's patience

And Dr G's cuteness and wisdom and and and...
*LOL*

*indulge in his voice as I drown in sweetness*

Post Colloquium Madness

singing (shouting?) Negaraku and Xmas carols in the car with open window and all the way back home.
Kartene's rockN'roll version of ol' MacDonald while walking back was spontaneous and unexpected of her.
The feather light feeling after the heavy presentations today, drove us mad and flying all over the place.

Went down to the pool with KK & Silvia.
Relived our childhood.
She said it's good to be able to be childish again, how being a grown up can be tiring.
And we planned to go travel around our hometowns during the holidays...

Now Silvia is the crab. The cute crab that walks sideways. q-(^.^)-p

*****
I don't get it. The hoo-haa over boys.
Cute or not, they are just, boys.

Can someone make me get it?
Felt the urge to conform, but don't know how to. *shrug*
Maybe this is a good thing. or a big part of me thinks it is.

"friends"

was talking to mom and grandma (some weeks ago) about friends in school.
chapters covered (as always) were about how even close friends can betray us, yadda yadda yadda, that kind of stuff.

Then suddenly grandma said, "You can start looking for friend now."
and I was like, huh? I have friends!

Then she continued, "You're old enough, can start looking for friends, before you graduate and it becomes too late."

My goodness, I think the whole time we were talking, by friends, she meant 'boyfriend'.
*faint*
Generation gap.

无理头电话记

阿公的电话响了，可是阿公去散步了……
*016-xxxxxxx*
是那个亲戚呢？

我： 哈咯？
他： 哈咯？
（重复数次后）
他： 你是谁？
我： 你要找谁？
他： 你是谁？
我： 我是kc, 你要找谁？
他： 哈？你是“乙欣”哦？
我： *不耐烦* 你打错电话了。
他： 哦，没有啦，我本来要打给Jason要约他去走走的。看来我按到你的号码了。
我： 哦。*准备盖电话*
他： 诶‘乙欣’ 啊，你在哪里？
我： 哈咯？哈咯？*盖电话*

yer...什么人……
后来还打了两次电话过来，结果我没有接就盖了。
后来还寄了一封信息，写着一个手机号码012-xxxxxxx。

有时候会说男生没有用脑想东西，是很正确的！

*晕*