Pathetic Poop

I'm having pathetic poop recently. Little, stinking, either too watery or too hard. It's pathetic. I'm a pooper. I have good poop all the time. Until I started working. And it's going from bad to worse.

It's stinking. I guess it's a good sign that all the toxic in my body is being flushed out, but I seldom have stinking poop. They're all the while rather odorless. Pardon me, if you think all poop stinks obviously you haven't met my poop. But it's all history now anyways.

I wondered what has gone wrong. My daily decent pile of odorless poop is gone-ing. *pfft*

Sweet

Went to the hypermarket, after a long long time.
The school's groceries have been done by my dear colleague for at least a few weeks now. I used to do it almost every week, then my colleague got a car, and she shares the shopping trips. Then lately she's been doing almost all of it because I'm just so done with shopping for the school.

Anyways. It's kinda urgent to go today and I was free.
I think I bought like 6 items for the school, and ended up buying 10 or 15 things for myself. And they're not even necessities. I got
2 bottles of yogurt drink (one for me and one for the sis, just because it's on sale),
2 packets of shower gel (which I just bought),
a big loaf of bread (because I'm so done going out for dinner)
cheese (awesome or not)
vitagens (^^)
ultra sweet energy bars (I know I'd regret this but heck it seemed like the best choice when I was holding it at the shelf)
and a couple more stuff I can't remember...

Thing is, I didn't get the one thing that I needed to use. Great huh.

Down with fever

The tonsils have been slightly weird since yesterday morn, but it was better towards the afternoon so I didn't do anything about it.

This morn it got a little worse, but nothing buckets of water can't fix.

It was almost 12, one kid in school, my tummy felt weird. Then my muscles ache. I knew it was coming. Dizziness came along quickly, the thermometer says 37.0degree celcius, which was a little off normal but still acceptable.

After a quick lunch, came home to hit the sofa. Slept for I dunno how long. Woke up a little better, but the tonsils were there again.

The body feels fine now, and the tonsils too. Let it be away for good.

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Being sick is great, I can just lie down and do nothing and people will do things for me. Except that it gets kinda uncomfortable, and the food choice sucks. I wanted to eat the fried rice, the fried pancake, the pringles, the real food....

Wrong

Something wrong with my phone. It's dying... ?

Something wrong with my laptop. Virus I think. Or dying... ?

OMG if both die at the same time I'll might as well just kill myself. iPhone here I come? My bank account might burst out crying...

Wrapping wantons...

Probably going down with flu...

Drinking like a princess now, no thanks to the super painful ulcer on the inner lip. Not just drinking, but also eating, washing face, blowing nose, everything like a sissy princess. gosh

=S

Had a happy meal. Not sure if it's meant to make adults happy, but it sure does to me. =)

Felt like just hanging out at the mall today. It's been such a long time since my shopping hang-out-at-the-mall mood comes naturally. Sadly the feeling faded rather quickly. In fact, it faded immediately after I finish the things I wanted to do: print photo and have dinner.

Sigh. What a short lived exciting feeling. but i had a good time with me myself and I.

Erm

Bought new slippers. Cuz my daisoRM5 one is sole-less and too slippery. Don't wanna die slipped over RM5.

Went to the store. Wanted blue and pink one, cuz it's so cool and yummily colored. But out of my size. So I opted for another one, none other caught my eyes except for the purple and pink one. So bought it cuz we were kinda in a hurry. It's nice. But my feet now looks so 娘.

Shhh

Got an opportunity. Still 'begging' for it. Very confused now. To grab the chance, or stay put being happy and risk regretting. Haven't really told anyone anything yet, cuz it's not even 1% near coming true. Dreams are weird, sometimes they come too close you're afraid they might not be real, sometimes they are just so far away you'd wish they'd show themselves better.

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I love how it is now, yet some times I snooze too much. I have so much to do and all I do is keep rushing. Just like last night, I worked till over 10pm, doing all those minor stuff like cutting the kids art work and decorating the class. It's nothing compared to preparing class materials and looking after the kids or teach, but it's important enough to have to be done. It's frustrating... yet it's job, and it's kinda what I enjoy doing, would love it if I have time to do it during working hours. argh just some random rants, i love my job much.

a parent thought i'm 18. OMG can or not, so happy! thanks to my supper puffy messy new hair cut I guess. looks like a crazy person all day with the untame hair. but it's super light and it dries under an hour, best part is no forest of fallen hair on the floor everyday. I no like sleeping on jungle.

Like

Liking a picture in facebook means so many things.

I like your picture

I like your expression

I like the colors

I like the caption

I agree with the caption

I appreciate the effort in taking the picture

Nicely arranged picture

It's a nice update from you

The picture reminds me of a good moment

I'm in the picture

You look goofy/interesting/stupid in the picture

Because I wanna show that I've seen the picture

It's your birthday, I have to like something about you and your picture is fine

So lazy

So lazy to go grocery shopping for school.

So lazy to go see the doctor to check up on the aching ear.

So lazy to write reports and prepare worksheets for next week.

So lazy. To do anything...

Elmo

The kiddo brought a really nice shirt today. Nice because I have the same one. =) Mother and son couple-T? Awesome, next time I'll get my own kid one and we'll wear it on the same day. =)

Little thoughts

- I realized how literal I have been. And naive too. (Many thanks to the kiddos) Often times I see matters and what's said from the much simpler (and literal) perspective, yet when combined with my naturally complicate-inclined perspective, it's such an interesting view sometimes.

- answered a call from a parent-wanna-be, and reprimanded me for charging such costly school fees. I was like WTH woman, if you don't have the ability just shut it and stop wanting to send you kid to an expensive school you rich-person-wanna-be. But I quietly said nothing but 'yea, yea, yea' because the customer is always right. =( And she's kinda right for our fees are more expensive than others.

- i don't think i'm socially incapable. it's just that I tell myself that too much. why am I whining about not having friends when all the people here are available to be friends with me. I just need to start trying.

- pictures, be it drawn or taken with the camera, they're my new hobby now. not so much blogging anymore, but producing pictures. I've got nice marker pens, I've got a nice camera. I just need to go out and make some pictures.

- digital photos and editing. I'm into lomo-fying pictures now, but I still feel like I'm cheating whenever I edit the color, brightness and other details of the photos I took just so they can look nicer. But I don't know. If photography is about snapping and editing, or just composing and snapping.

- supposed to host an indoor camping last night, but nobody turned up. was too stuck to the computer to set up the 'tent', but didn't matter anyways for some guests were sleeping over, ended up 'camping' in mum's room...

- have been so stressed for the past week. stressed over work for no apparent reason yet doesn't feel the kick to work. I blame it on the hormones, hopefully it's just that.

- I am not stubborn, or so I think. but I have my principles. And when I'm forced to do things, I rebel by being stubborn sticking to the opposite way, even though it may not be what I wanted in the first place.

Random notes

Sucky Notes:

1. Life sucks when I need to apologize for something that's not my fault. Life is never fair, but what is overworking for someone who snoozes off during peak hours?

2. Volunteered to be a helper for the children's telematch event. But just realized I didn't bring my sports shoes. Have been driving it around for the past few months and never really used it, this week I signed up for the event I changed another car cuz mine was sent to the workshop...

Yummie Notes:

1. What's half an hour drive to, half an hour drive back, when I can enjoy blissful dinner with the brother, even if it's just by the roadside eating economic noodles.

2. Parked the car by the road, paid the so-friendly-it-almost-felt-creepy illegal parking jaga guy half price just because he thought we're students (Well, the brother is a student), and he thinks Chinese should help Chinese (WTH). He kept reminding us that the stall is closed on Thursday, kept reminding, kept reminding. And never to forget he kept chanting buddhism verses to bless us. He was so overly friendly he could almost pass as an insane person.

3. I might be the most loosely wired teacher! But the kids are fine with that, so why am I not?

4. I'm secretly rejoicing when walk-in parents think I'm the head of the school. Not that I want to be (cuz I hate the detailed work that I need to do), but just glad that I have that trustability sense... =)

Kids and Pegs

At work now. Suddenly teh kids are pegging the pegs on their hair. 3 boys and 1 girl. Gone mad. But happily mad. =)

some days i just feel like kidnapping the cutie pies back home for a couple of days and pretend they're mine...

Birth

Remember my 'son' from 2 posts back? Well, the mummy gave birth to a sister today, and I was one of the first to know.

I was so glad so happy, like I was part of the family. =) I know I'm crazy but boo, no harm feeling happy for other people right.

Cellphone

So my phone died consecutively 5 times in 2 minutes. It got me wondering if my phone can last till its 5th birthday (in 2 months time).
So I went online and did a quick search, checking if my dream phone LG Lollipop is still being produced. It is, but after several encounters with phones with lousy cameras, I can't say I would love to settle for a blur image even for a superior looking phone.

Who knows, maybe I can top up a month of salary and get an iPhone or something. After all I'm totally in love with its lomo camera function. I'll certainly do that, get an iPhone with 2 months' pay, when I go out of my mind. =)

Sick

Down with fever.
Dizziness was the symptom after a day of runny nose.

The colleagues advised to go to the doctor, and if can get a day off, rest away from work. Doctor? They don't know I have a secret fear of doctor visits. Somehow, not fear perhaps, just dislike. MC? I'd like to, but I have to come back to work on Saturday, might as well not.

Not a panadol for solution, last resort.

Going to Tesco. Hawa dingin you know? Plus wanna buy 100plus. Yum! Long time since the last time I had 100plus.

Some Random Boring Notes

>>After a year or two using the electrical toothbrush, my hand is incapable of cleaning my teeth by brushing up and down manually.

>>Apparently I'm looking old enough for people in the mall booth to approach me to ask me if I wanna invest in their investment plans.

>>Hopefully GSC is going to screen HP7 part 1 and 2 together. I read from FB that Scott has bought tickets to double feature of HP7 in 3D, how great is U.S.?

>>The country is going crazy with the BERSIH2.0 rally. Some said it's not necessary therefore banning it, for they are afraid, when nothing's going to happen for it's only a silly trap test for them which they have foolishly fallen into. Many rejoice over the exaggerated reaction from the government, for their point has been proven. For once, the party has shown desperation over power and it has tipped the bucket over. For me, I'm just glad that all the people reunited as one to fight for integrity.

>>The other day as I commented how often the sister goes out, the brother dropped a bomb on me asking if it's good to be like me staying home all the time. Now he thinks I stay at home too much too?

What?!

Finished the ep11 of Love You (Taiwanese Drama). Gosh, once a week kills! Hate those interesting previews! I have to wait for a week more! GRRR! By that time I won't remember the existence of the drama anymore leh................................ what's more for the story line. GRRRR =(