Time

I guess people show their true colors after time passes and they feel more comfortable. Just like me, who is now lazier and lazier. Don't get me wrong, I still love the children (even more now), and am trying to talk to them and make them talk and have longer class times than before (as I would give up after children wandering off due to poor class management), but somehow I just feel lazier.

Lazy as in, oh-no, the child spilled some water on the floor, not again. Lazy as in, why don't we just sit down and do some quiet activities instead of running around doing silly movements. Lazy as in, yay! It's weekends! I get to get a day off.

I used to wake up feeling excited about going to work and doing funny things with the kids, but hmm. Time has passed and my lazy habit is coming up. Thank goodness for my high personal expectation, or else I'll just slack and be lousy.