One for everyone to see. For what I wish people will see, I post things that I want to remember, of things I wish for people to know yet know that I'll never say it myself, things I think is ok to just let it be open.
Another one for no one to see. It's no secret locked up, whoever finds it gets to read it, as simple as that. I post things I do not wish every single person who knows me can access, more personal stuff, I can express freely to people yet not worry that people will read and come up to me face to face asking me about it, boring stuff, details of certain events that not everyone should know, stories of the forbidden that should be cencored from convenient access.
For all you know, this is the blog that is totally free and boundless. I curse I love I color I wipe out.
The other one for no one, no one at all. I post stories and details which bring such powerful memories and sadness they never fail to make me cry every time I read them. Deep dark secrets, very painful words, unbearable stories, extreme anger and frustration.
Everytime I wish I won't be posting at that blog. Everytime I'm feeling so bad I post something and keep reading older posts and go deeper into frustration and sadness.
I have blogs. Not 1, not 2, but 3.
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