This time around the positive way

I waited anxiously for Joshua to come. This time along I did not think too much of it, of starting another semester again living there, the place i've learned to not love.

After all those hoo-has to Malacca, back home and to Taiwan and then back home again, to see HHin again, feelings his love to have him hug and kiss me endless times, it's time. Joshua finally came and we finally left the house.

The trip back was pleasant. I didn't fall asleep, for many things were running through my mind: mum telling me about my new year resoluation she made for me, HHin asking for me, how i'll go for korean food with Julianne, eating chicken rice at Jack's Gf's shop, how Jo laughed like a mad person, how Mum laughed like a ghost in the middle of the night, everything that happened in that short 3 weeks that felt like forever...

We had some short talks, Joshua, Hao and I. It was awkward at first but it went slightly more comfortable. Despite that I felt at ease, afterall I've known them since forever.

Coming back to KL just happened. Guess not thinking too much of it didn't build up too much negative thoughts before it even happened. I'm trying to change. I will cope positively, am doing so too.