So. I guess the news is out. Kinda.

It's been a semi-secret. I never told anyone, except 2 very close friends, and my family.
But I guess when you don't tell people not to tell, they just tell.
So guess what. Almost everyone knows now.
Now that it's out. I'm relieved and more stressed about it.

Here it goes. I'm applying for a masters degree in Korea. Not so much because I want to study, blergh, but I just want to get out of here and practise my lousy-fying Korean.

The one friend who is a colleague broke it out in front of the other colleagues.
The family who gotten to know posted it on my FB wall for more people to know.

I'm not trying to hide, but it's all so uncertain now. At least till tomorrow morning, I won't know if I have passed the preliminary knock-out round to make it pass the 2nd round interview. I'm planning this and that; if the announcement comes out tomorrow and my name is not there, it will be a huge disappointment for me. And I don't need all the looks and comforting talks from the unrelated people.

For another time, I want to do something, and I want to do it my way. Not with anyone butting into it giving their honest wise concerned advise and clever ideas. Wish you'd all just butt out. You can come visit when I am there, but for now, just freaggin back off.

1 comment:

lai thin said...

대단하다!!

all the best and gazillions of luck to you!! 화이팅!