Sleep Deprivation

Took caffeine on Thursday night. I didn’t wanna go to sleep. The thought of not knowing how long I’ll be there is terrifying. What awaits me?

Friday night was cut into half, Saturday night quartered. Sunday’s 6hours of sleep couldn’t make up for the loss over the past few days.

Tired. Sleepy. This off and on dizziness for the past few days wasn’t fun at all.

Today during class I felt so unmanageable-ly sleepy. It felt like that time, jet lag big time. Gosh I miss summer. On the way back home,I dozed off in the bus, dozed off in the LRT, two places I once told myself I’ll never fall asleep in. So when I took the other bus I blasted music in my ears so loud. Funny how I missed my stop when I pressed the bell so late and the bell didn’t work. Someone was so nice to press it for me but I didn’t see who. Awesome bus riders we have. =)

Now that the new semester has started, I knew I could have been elsewhere, CP or wherever, but here. The exchange program to KyungHee had to be cancelled, it was a waste. It could have worked out if not for a decision I made in the 3rd week of January, however I’ve decided that I should not regret anything since I didn’t know better of the indirect consequences that one simple decision could have brought.

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